People just talk about others without knowing anything about them. Please stop being so judgmental. You have no idea about me. You just don't know anything about me, so please don't speak evil. I laugh, I smile and play doesn't mean I have no problems in my life. I make mistakes, I make wrong choices that doesn't mean you have to categorize me. You come and ask why do I keep myself so busy? why do I love to work for others? Why the hell do I do this and that? So what do you want me to do just cry out and staying cribbing about my problems. When I am around people I realize the world has more problems than me. Someone has truly said, " Some thing is better than nothing" and totally agree to it. I have so much to thank for, so much to love for. But the only problem is I am afraid. Afraid of what? Afraid of people.. Whatever you say that you don't care what people think but you do.. how much can a human ignore. Though a person doesn't show doesn't mean he is not hurt.
People change over a period of time and I have also changed. I have decided to be happy, I have decided to let go. I have decided not to show my problems to the world because it has enough to handle of its own. So if I speak up openly or let out what is in my mind doesn't give you a reason to think any nonsense stuff about me that you feel. Please.. Please.. for heaven sake..
Sometimes my mind runs in many directions and I don't understand what to do.. But I know the ultimate aim that is to be happy and keep others also happy.. I know a single person cannot keep everyone happy.. But many people do it and I am going to try it. I absolutely don't want to be like these great people. The only thing I want to be is to take all the good and great qualities of others and be a unique me .. a mixture of salt and sugar. ie mixture of all the people I idealize to form a best solution of me with greater unique property..
When you have no one to speak or even you have many but you don't want to bother them. The best way to pour your heart is let it down on a paper and then you are relieved from yet another burden.. Your heart is lighter and the brain starts working great..
